I am a junior in college, studying computer science and biblical studies.
"We do not want joy and anger to neutralize each other and produce a surly discontentment; we want a fiercer delight and a fiercer discontent. We have to feel the universe at once an ogre's castle, to be stormed, and yet as our own cottage, to which we return at the evening. Can he hate it enough to change it, and yet love it enough to think it worth changing?" -G.K. Chesterton