Hey there!
I know we haven't talked much, if at all, but TRUST me when I say I can empathize with what you are feeling. I may not know what is going on specifically, but these trials I have been through the last several months have been overwhelming.
I have "pet" sins that I constantly struggle with/ try to get rid of. It is a constant struggle that Jesus gives me the power to endure. All you have to do is keep fighting the battle- when you give up is the only time the devil truely wins.
I agree with the statement about getting out and going to talk with God. I have found it to be completely ESSENTIAL to my walk with Jesus and if I don't get out and have quiet time with Him during a day, the day is harder to get through. I highly reccomend taking some time away from anything that distracts you and just go out and ask God to me you there. He won't dissapoint.
Jesus will heal you- just ask and wait. One of the things I have learned in all this is sometimes you have to wait on God, no matter how long it takes. I pray for constant endurance. There is a difference between thinking because you are a Christian trials will not come and knowing that you can endure because it is Christ who strengthens us.
I may not know you personally but I personally know the God you serve and He will get you through this. I trust that with my whole heart. Pray. Wait. Seek. Jesus is there.
In Him