Malohaut
Moderator
I couldn't find my original prayer request in here as it seems to be gone. But oh well.
The pain is still there as I so wanted to dedicate myself wholly and fully to this relationship and marriage that God was blessing me with. But alas, it was not going to happen. I place no blame nor accusations. It just didn't work out, and it ended rather painfully.
Now its time to refocus my heart and my life. I lost a lot in my efforts for her. But that's okay. I'll just start over.
Thank you God for being with me as I search anew. Does thou willeth this branch I was seeking? Or that branch? Or does thou think it best for me to return to where I was in ministry? Although I shalt never again seek a relationship, I shalt continue to seek to serve You and service to Your people. I shalt go where thou guides me Lord. Praise to You! Amen
Thank you for letting me share and vent, as I have no one to do this with.
The pain is still there as I so wanted to dedicate myself wholly and fully to this relationship and marriage that God was blessing me with. But alas, it was not going to happen. I place no blame nor accusations. It just didn't work out, and it ended rather painfully.
Now its time to refocus my heart and my life. I lost a lot in my efforts for her. But that's okay. I'll just start over.
Thank you God for being with me as I search anew. Does thou willeth this branch I was seeking? Or that branch? Or does thou think it best for me to return to where I was in ministry? Although I shalt never again seek a relationship, I shalt continue to seek to serve You and service to Your people. I shalt go where thou guides me Lord. Praise to You! Amen
Thank you for letting me share and vent, as I have no one to do this with.