Dark Virtue said:
I know you didn't come out and SAY it, but yes, your post still felt that way.
Then I apologize. My next disclaimer will be painted in flashing neon.
Dark Virtue said:
Why? Exactly how long were you on the other side of the fence? Why do YOU think that other atheists don't feel this way? How do you think I can rationalize purpose in my godless life?
Long enough, and with plenty of time for introspection. I don't see how other atheists cannot avoid feeling this way eventually.
Dark Virtue said:
Exactly how do you rationlize Love? Hate? Joy? Sorrow? I'd like to know.
That's what Scripture is for.
Dark Virtue said:
It sounds like you just rationlized it to me. Those funny little chemical reactions occuring in my little grey brain creates these feelings. I know that, because I rationalized it with my little grey brain.
Doesn't that bother you though? All that's going off inside are those chemical reactions? That's it? Everything you feel, absolutely everything, can be catagorized as silly chemistry? There isn't something more? Something that can't necessarily be seen or measured by standard techniques or reasoning?
Dark Virtue said:
Maybe if I do a good job, my work WILL be remembered in 100 years. What makes you think YOU will be remembered in 100 years? How many Christians have lived and died and are not remembered to this day? Poets, artists, architects, actors, heroes...all these people have had their work remembered through history.
There's a problem with this. Atheists and Christians are separate in this regard, as one builds and lives for the here and now, and the other (ideally, please pay attention to the fact that I'm stressing ideally) does not.
Christians (hopefully) do not live for themselves. They live for (at least in theory) God. It doesn't matter if they are remembered on this earth, as they certainly won't be forgotten in heaven. They are not to seek glory for themselves. Being remembered on this earth isn't a necessitiy. It's doing lasting work, work that survives the fire, for God's Kingdom that matters. Whether or not that comes with any sort of notority on earth whatsoever is irrelevant and inconsequential.
If you aren't living for God's Kingdom however, then what's the point? Even if your work is remembered in 100 years, how does that help you if you're dead? You certainly can't revel in the praise heaped upon you.
Dark Virtue said:
This is actually why I went into Architecture. Because I wanted to leave something behind, something to be remembered.
Very cool. However, how do you know your work will last? What if it's torn down or modified in the future? Let's say it does last for quite some time, say two millenia. Who designed the Roman Colosseum again? Not even some of the most celebrated works in the history of architecture can be accredited to someone.
Besides, as an atheist, you have to acknowledge the very likely possibility that mankind will initiate its own extinction before colonizing other worlds. In that event, no one will be around to enjoy all the nice buildings humanity erected.
Dark Virtue said:
And even if this doesn't happen, so what? Why do you feel it is necessary for the world to remember that you existed?
I didn't say that, I was interested in how atheists felt about it.
Dark Virtue said:
Everyone that I come in contact with can attest that my life is not trivial or amounts to nothing. I have a wife, I have children, I have coworkers...all of these people have been touched by me...hopefully in a good way.
Who determines what's good? What isn't good? Who is the authority on that one? You? Someone else? Everyone is just a bunch of biological machines, how do you know you're "wired properly". How do you know anyone else is "wired properly"?
Dark Virtue said:
Let me ask you a question...as a Christian, has there EVER been a time when you weren't happy? I think we both know the answer to that. You and I are just as happy. But why do YOU think that you can only be happy following God?
That's the way we're designed, with a God shaped hole. Try filling it with something else and eventually you will notice something is amiss.
Dark Virtue said:
Just like you, there are times when I'm not happy. When I'm sad, or depressed. How one copes with it is a personal choice. I read some poetry or philosophy and it helps me cope, helps me get back up. I don't need to pray to make myself feel better. Religion, gods, prayer, all these things were invented by man to help himself cope. Don't you feel better knowing that God is there to help you out whenever you need it? Just like a parent, no? But there comes a time when you move out of your parents house and are on your own.
I adamently disagree.
There is something more, and that something more is God. Belief in him doesn't automatically mean you'll never feel any sort of pain again, but it does offer hope, comfort, and most importantly, salvation. You could argue that this is why man made Him up, but to recite a song lyric from John Cooper, "You're rippin' me off" (succinct isn't it?

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Christ can't be made up, there are things about Christianity that you can't explain away or deny, you can certainly try, but not honestly. (Cheap shot, I know).
I believe, quite simply, there has to be something more. This place and the events that occur on it are way too odd to be one gigantic coincidence.
Dark Virtue said:
You have yet to explain why you felt that way. More importantly, what about Christianity, has answered all these questions for you?
Mostly yes and sometimes no, but that no part doesn't leave the massive gaping black hole that threatens to consume and destroy everything, leaving only devestation in its wake that it used to. If it was a complete yes, I wouldn't need faith.
Dark Virtue said:
Throughout this post, it sounds like you were less an atheist than you were a nihilist. Nihilism and Atheism are NOT synonymous. Your post leads me to believe you were definately a nihilist.
I believe nihilism is the inevitable byproduct of atheism, if distractions are set aside and dot connection commences.