thinkerseven
New Member
Hey All,
Tonight I talked with a man of God who really touched my hardened heart. He is part of this guild and that is all I am going to say about him specifically. We talked for a very long time today on and off through out the day. He is so full of wisdom but the most important thing is that he was persistant when I was stubborn. Most people, when I get like this, abbandon me and walk away or just don't know what to do. He dove in with me and we went deep into my psyche of spiritual activity. We looked at what was happening and what God might be doing. We argued and I lashed out a bit when I didn't agree. Still he stuck with me and backed of to gather for another time when I would be more receptive. My heart had been hardened by the last month's events and hurts. I was to the point of wishing I could serve the enemy instead of the Creator. We looked at why this was and what was my motivation. He offered me friendship and virutal hospitality when I needed it. He did all he could do to be my friend and show me he cared over this invisible medium. I cannot begin to approach with words what this has meant to me or explain all that happened. Most of it will stay between the two of us, not because it is secret, but because it was sacred and God touched. He claimed none of it was his doing and that it was God motivating him to speak. He was so humble, so loving, so caring. It had been so long since I had seen this from anyone on this level. He was Jesus to me tonight. My heart has begun to soften. You know who you are. Thank you.
Jason
Tonight I talked with a man of God who really touched my hardened heart. He is part of this guild and that is all I am going to say about him specifically. We talked for a very long time today on and off through out the day. He is so full of wisdom but the most important thing is that he was persistant when I was stubborn. Most people, when I get like this, abbandon me and walk away or just don't know what to do. He dove in with me and we went deep into my psyche of spiritual activity. We looked at what was happening and what God might be doing. We argued and I lashed out a bit when I didn't agree. Still he stuck with me and backed of to gather for another time when I would be more receptive. My heart had been hardened by the last month's events and hurts. I was to the point of wishing I could serve the enemy instead of the Creator. We looked at why this was and what was my motivation. He offered me friendship and virutal hospitality when I needed it. He did all he could do to be my friend and show me he cared over this invisible medium. I cannot begin to approach with words what this has meant to me or explain all that happened. Most of it will stay between the two of us, not because it is secret, but because it was sacred and God touched. He claimed none of it was his doing and that it was God motivating him to speak. He was so humble, so loving, so caring. It had been so long since I had seen this from anyone on this level. He was Jesus to me tonight. My heart has begun to soften. You know who you are. Thank you.
Jason
