Ah, well that's a different question altogether
I apologize if I have given the impression that I do not follow through with ideas or conversations. Honestly, I'm not sure what gave you that impression, but I will see if I can explain.
I grew up religious, with faith. I now, no longer choose to live by faith, but by reason and logic. Thus, I have accepted the title of Freethinker. Not because it makes me sound smart or important, or because it's a backhanded insult to those who have faith, but because its definition fits me closer than atheist, agnostic, et al.
I understand both sides equally well and I can argue both sides equally well. Sometimes I get stuck playing devil's advocate and I answer my own question, which in itself, is a disservice to the conversation. Sometimes I find it easier to discuss topics from the theistic side, this can be seen in my discussion about apostates and heretics. Maybe that's where you see confusion. Most of these discussions are familiar paths and I know where they end. With some topics, there is only so far you can go before you hit a stumbling block.
I am, however, fully committed to my beliefs. What are those beliefs you ask? Well I do not believe in the God of the Bible or any other omnimax being. Nor do I believe in the Divinity of the Bible. I believe that religions eventually descend into a political arena which has been used to control the ignorant masses (and by that I mean more on a historical basis). I believe that for many, faith is a crutch. It is used to remain apart from logic and reason, to answer things that have no answer. I believe that religion is a security blanket that answers those same answerless questions, one of which is what happens after death.
If there is an issue you would like to discuss or know my stance on, just ask. Honestly, I have participated in too many varied discussions here to keep track of. So if you question my sincerity on any singular topic, just let me know. I am not trying to be evasive, as heiscomingsoon is implying. There is simply too much to go back through.
So ask away.