redflameent
New Member
Please pray for me because I am having issues with bipolar and it is greatly effecting my life with my marriage and everything. I am trying my best to cope with something that I have had all of my life. I will say that I choose not to medicate myself because I feel that pharmacy is a form of voodoo and that takes control of you in other ways. Alot of the drugs have side effects that I don't want so I am forced to not take a medication. This leads to extra stress on me as well as my wife. I try my best to stay out of situations that set me off, but when we get into arguments, it is hard to control and it gets the best of me. I don't mean to into these fits of rage but it happens and I wish it would stop.