I just wanted you to know that I have been praying for you. I think every Christian has growing pains and that is probably what you are experiencing now. I think as we grow in Christ, we long to go deeper with Him, but not as much as He seeks a deep, abiding, personal relationship with us. He promises that if we draw nigh to Him he will draw nigh to us. James 4:8 He is a friend that sticketh closer than a brother that will never leave you nor forsake you. Proverbs 18:24, Hebrews 13:5
God calls us to choose life. He wants to be a part of our lives.
I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live: Deuteronomy 32:4
I just love King David. He could speak to God in the most honest way. He knew the secret of pouring out his heart to God. Many times he would ask God to renew a right Spirit within him and search his heart. God will give you the desires of your heart. Therefore, if you find yourself growing cold, He will restore your heart to be fixed on Him, to have a desire towards Him. He is only a call away. His phone number is Jeremiah 33:3
Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and shew thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not.
Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit. Psalm 51:12
I hope you will dive into the Word and allow God to speak to you. And please know that you can always pour your heart out to Him.
Here are some favorite verses:
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Bman, in addition I would like to share a chapter of a book that was given out yesterday at church.
http://www.cgalliance.org/forums/showthread.php?p=114373#post114373