I could really use some prayers right now. I need forgiveness, and strength. I need to find a way to make a better life for my daughter and myself. There may be a way for me to get my old job back right now but I'm not 100% sure at the moment. I feel like I've betrayed God this past year and I need his forgiveness. I've prayed for it time and again, only to do some other thing that is sinful. I want to be better but I'm so sick Spirtually that I don't know where to begin. I've lost almost everything these past five months. I don't know whats going on in my own life any more and I'm scared. I no longer feel comfortable in my parents church, and I don't know where to turn to any more.