Dauntless
New Member
Most of you might remember me and know my involvement and interaction with the guild. But for those that don't I'll recap a little. I was an active member of ToJ/SoE/SOE since late January. I chose to leave early August due to certain differences and personal reasons that were related. In the past month and a half I have been reflecting on you all's role in my life. I have come to the conclusion that although we have our differences I need you all in my life. I am lacking the moral influence that I think I require in my life. "But Patrick don't you go to a Christian College?" Why yes, yes I do. But that doesnt mean that it's a perfect environment. You see there is alot of behavior that goes on here that you wouldn't expect unless you were at a public institution. Now I don't participate in these things, I do however feel that I am in a high pressure environment. I need a better influence than what I have.
Additionally I would also like to apologize for the manner in which I left. I stubornly left the guild and hastily posted here announcing that, without giving you all a chance to help or myself a chance to rationally explain myself. So I'm sorry guys it wasn't fair of me to behave the way I did especially at my age. I'm a pretty lousy 20 year old.
So I would like to ask you all if you can bear with me and allow me to rejoin SOE. I really think this is where I need to be.
Additionally I would also like to apologize for the manner in which I left. I stubornly left the guild and hastily posted here announcing that, without giving you all a chance to help or myself a chance to rationally explain myself. So I'm sorry guys it wasn't fair of me to behave the way I did especially at my age. I'm a pretty lousy 20 year old.
So I would like to ask you all if you can bear with me and allow me to rejoin SOE. I really think this is where I need to be.