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Okay, I haven't been on GW in the last few days because... I have had to reformat twice and right now my computer won't even boot up. I called Geeksquad hoping they could tell me what it was. They say its a virus (which isnt covered by the service plan of course). I don't understand what is...

Hey All, It feels like longer than it has been since I last posted. I just recently really got back into GW again. I know a lot of you have been praying for my wife and I or at least wondering what happened. I just wanted to say that while medically things have not gotten better, maybe...

I do not mean to double post but I could not figure out how to edit my previous one if possible. I think that what Angel is saying is not true about how emotional abuse is asked for- it is the same as physical and verbal abuse and I am so angry that someone would imply otherwise. I don't know...

At first, I was upset by Angel's post but then I let it sink in. I am not saying I agree with all of it because I know the fault at my house is about 50-50. That being said, I know when I was living in Florida and my wife went through the horrible ordeal that brought all this on, I was not a...

Things have kind of come to a hault. My wife is physically sick now and the doctors won't help her for some reason. We are trying to get her into a specialist but they can't get her in until the end of the month, even though she missed four days of work because of this. She went back to work...

Argh I am so confused right now. To answer some questions first: 1) we are not currently separated and 2) we have been to counseling before- our current counselor was on vacation and my wife has been sick from work so much in the past before that she has to make appointments for after work and...

I am writing an update after Ducky's urging to get more saints involved. As you know my wife has been mentally and physically sick for sometime. She blames me for it a lot, and even the doctors I see say that is not the case. I called her doctor today because she needed an appointment but was...

Happy b-day bro!

Good news!? Sorry to double post. My doctor called me and asked how I was doing and I told him all that had gone on today and this week. He said he would be willing to write a letter that it wasn't my fault. This is HUGE for me potentially because it just is. Sorry I am having trouble...

The devil is attacking me All you saints please pray for me. The job I had when I got fired, the company is trying to really hurt my reputation. My wife and I are so upset right now. I have done nothing but work hard and this is my thanks. I know the devil is trying to separate me from...

I am so tired of all this drama. Things have been straightened out for now but we are getting to be in a tight spot with one income until unemployment starts and even that will be pitiful. My body hurts physically a lot and we dont know if its stress or medicine related. Please keep those...

...cry I shall perserver in the Lord's name- I keep telling myself that. Things are getting worse. My insurance wants to cancel on me among other things. I don't even know what else to say. Keep praying. Jason

There is an Ozzy/Black Sabbath Song called "Changes" which is about someone dying... that is not what happened to me per say but it is the attitude I feel. I have a lot of changes going on right now, here is the biggest: I was believing in God for the WRONG reasons... you may say what the...

I am overwhelmed by your support. I don't know whatelse to say right now. I am having a hard time but I think I am near the bottom where God works best. I went through a bit today where I had decided I didn't believe in God anymore. My wife helped me see that I just needed a break from all...

Trying so hard I want to say sorry ahead of time if my post doesn't sound great... medicare isn't paying for my medicine and I haven't had it in two weeks and I dont know which way is up right now. I will explain all that stuff when I get better. I think my mom is coming over today to take me...

I would cry but cannot The doctor I went to said it was all anxiety related, so I can't do anything until Monday when my medicine doctor is back in his office. I feel embarassed and ashamed that it is something not physical. I don't know what to say except that I was ready to walk away from...

I have to be quick... I am having a lot more pain in my left arm and right abdomen. I was put on some anxiety medicine to see if it would help stress pains. I called my doctor to tell him things have gotten worse today and he said I need to come in at 3pm to see him. I am so scared and I...

I have been trying to talk to God today and I have just feel so empty. I read STC95's singature and I was struck dumb founded... maybe I am not counting my blessings enough. It is hard to do right now but maybe that is something I have to learn. I really want to explore what my spiritual...

I just got a call to say my assignment was terminated because I missed work three days for medical problems. I don't want to say more. Love you all. Jason

Hey All, Tonight I talked with a man of God who really touched my hardened heart. He is part of this guild and that is all I am going to say about him specifically. We talked for a very long time today on and off through out the day. He is so full of wisdom but the most important thing...