techwhosaysnee
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I seem to be sinking in to some sort of depressive funk. I'm not sure if the cause is situational or chemical, or if this has something to do with my latest meds adjustment. At any rate I don't like it.
I'm noticing that I'm feeling actual depression, i.e. sad without any direct cause, for the first time in a long time. It's dragging out longer than my usual little dip, and I've noticed myself withdrawing from social situations again, something I haven't done since I was near rock bottom in high school.
I'm hoping it's situational. We have some debt issues and family issues going on. Also my lawn mower is currently broking and the growth in my front yard is just like a big mess to greet me everyday when I get home. Bunch of little things.
What is bothering me most about this is that we have been blessed so much lately. Things are lining up that should have my horrid credit cleaned up in less than a year. I'm greatful for all this, but it's really hard on my spiritually to have to fight through depression right as I have the most to be thankful for.
So I'm going to work on cleaning up the areas I spend my time in, and make everything as non-depressing as I can. But as I think at least part of this may be spiritual (it started right after I decided I wanted to put more effort into being active as a Christian) I wanted to also ask for prayer support.
Thanks!
I'm noticing that I'm feeling actual depression, i.e. sad without any direct cause, for the first time in a long time. It's dragging out longer than my usual little dip, and I've noticed myself withdrawing from social situations again, something I haven't done since I was near rock bottom in high school.
I'm hoping it's situational. We have some debt issues and family issues going on. Also my lawn mower is currently broking and the growth in my front yard is just like a big mess to greet me everyday when I get home. Bunch of little things.
What is bothering me most about this is that we have been blessed so much lately. Things are lining up that should have my horrid credit cleaned up in less than a year. I'm greatful for all this, but it's really hard on my spiritually to have to fight through depression right as I have the most to be thankful for.
So I'm going to work on cleaning up the areas I spend my time in, and make everything as non-depressing as I can. But as I think at least part of this may be spiritual (it started right after I decided I wanted to put more effort into being active as a Christian) I wanted to also ask for prayer support.
Thanks!